Giving up is not an option. Although, it tugs at me all the time. The pounds are not melting off and whats worse is I gain 4-6 pounds during the 2 weeks before my period.

I still have not had any fast food. I still do not eat bags of anything anymore. I still follow the plan. Why isnt the plan working for me? My husband seems to think that because I struggle with eating the required point amount and fall sometimes grossly short, that my body is going into starvation mode and thats why I am gaining. Logical. Bullshit but logical. I cannot KEEP eating if its going to make me throw up. I make smart choices but I've never been an overeater more of a binge eater. When I am feeling down I could eat a bag of chips and 3 or 4 candy bars. Food is my friend when I want it to be. More one of those friends you love but seriously cannot stand to spend more then 20 minutes at a time with. Damn you food.

Defeated is my mood this week. It HAS to get better right?

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